Arrange marriage not my type

thinking about arrange marriage it used to give m heart attack.. love marriage is the one with awesome feeling . both peole are into each other no complains about each other, totally in a comfort zone in  and if it is friends fall in love then you are in serenity.
Coming to arrange marriage,..

yes, that wat happened in my case ,people around me never gonna believe it ..

Although its bit weird for all. but all went gud happy and fun when you get a crazy partner for all naughtiness and little craps that you also love to do. 

our meetup was so like so called short films style..came back to room with a whole lot of questions and confusion which was perfectly solved by the second meet up. 

hi blogers...
During the Chats with my best buddy I realise a point what he mentioned.. " do we living our life according to our wish or for others.?
22-25 age of any girl or boy to think about his /her life in all matters....life, career, life parter, love marriage, arranged marriage...etc.
during this talk i realised myself what am doing with my life...for some ones happiness i am leaving everythng in returns for their happiness and our duty and responsibilities...
do we need to do soo??
Talking about the relationships and love, i dont know the reason people cry for loosing someone. This particular person came to our life just few months or years back. how can you be sure you will be happy with that individual. its not bad as loosing our parents. And that individual will not replace your parent and cannot be as important as them even though you think the whole life to be spend with them.

I am not priest to give lectures on this.. i dont feel to and i dont know even to take class or give points on this. I feel like life should not be sooo complicated .. just live in the present as your mind tells and why the hell to bother what will happen tomorrow and who i will marry.. whether  you will marry ..for whom u r living... just live life at the present time...And just show middle finger to anyone who pisses out you with words and behaviour ... its their bad luck to loose you .. think that
JUST CTRL  ALT + DEL...and live....world changes so we should tooo...dont worry about PAST too.....
Just drink as much as you can lol( with limit otherwise your liver will resign from your company "BODY"), have masti , party, earn, and be happy and make others atleast think that you are having the best life ever....
Now i remeber why Barney in how i met your mother tells....
This is AWESOMMMMMMMEEEEEEE.............. about his life

anyway for my friend "VISHNU KRISHNAKUMAR" as he always say...


hey dude you are not the one who decide whether you open your eyes tomorrow or not.. we can also put this way.. i can stop it if i want . even though we will woke up after a our sleep finishes after 8hrs...

lifeawesome

my life.. oof .. i experienced many things few gud few not gud. to know what it is, what will happn later onbut now looking in a panoramic few of the people i came across in ma life... these bad things are nothn wat i thought. i am awesom i am gooood...i dont rest wat to write

Hi bloggers...
.. life is as always known to all with full of twist and turns...but i feel in my case its little bit over that i expected.
Last day wen one of my frnd told me to draw on a paper a big "?"(question mark) ...and ask urself wat is  life & wat are your problems?...you will get answer and clear your doubts..is it soo to everyone..why to take a chance to this idea.. i too tried it..then its seems to me many question are poping from that small piece of paper...for a while i just got mummed my mouth...
by the way telln about my life..born as a second child in my family where that family which is quite big in tat area.. i wish it could be called as kingdom.. lots of ppl with lots of different mentality and nature and thoughts ..positive & negative...even 50% of them i dont knw the relation and names.. true..As the last child of that generation.And  in the area of studies I was least bothered as others were scholars. And I was actually invisible in that period..

In my further school days i was totally invisible.. i can ask the oxford people to write my name in the dictionary for the meaning invisible.. :) ;)
In my high school the invisibility became 50%...but i felt 100% invisiblitiy was better as per that situtation. but enjoyed even though that 2 yrs were like i was travelling through the guttered of kereala during rainy season...like a small child walking in the heavy rain even knowing its full of gutter and drain water..splish and splashing the water that comes to drain her and enjoying them even knowing her mom scolds her wen she return home..When i look back to it i feel there were many things happening around me at that time.But during those days i was least bothered of it, kind of addiction to find the enjoyment .. in hindi as we tell "ek nasha mei thi...nasha like an artist will have to the art or a lover to find their love etc."I still remember people telling about me she is in a wonderland.. yaa it could  be soo..!!! i dont regreat it..

As big novelists write in their coloumn..sitting this building in the north avenue of new york city having cup of hot coffee. I too can tell soo ...Now sitting in this boring room where i call it as my hostel or Pg ..in boring northern side of the  banglore city having spoon of horlicks.. to make me happy..as they are gud in that..  ;) .I can really tell..what u felt about ur self in the begining of life wont be same every time..it will change.people  telling me that" i dont get what i ask god.".is it soo??!!..dont expect anythng from  GOD if he thinks you are perfect for that he will certainly give you without seeing wat u did and wat you were.  Soo this is it just life it.. how ever things come to you..dont forget to take chocolate or horlicks with you they will support you...
so I think should wind up for today..and should do my works which are beside me, staring at me..so will see later continuing this impossibilities in life to live possibilly.